so the end of my semester is going to be packed full of analytical essays, group projects, and exams. honestly, i felt really overwhelmed yesterday and almost had a panic attack.

even now, i'm working on the research for my 8-page essay and procrastinated for an hour with various internet browsing. will i be productive? only time will tell.

in the midst of all this, i suddenly realized how much of God's grace i need. like truly realized and believed how much of Him i need in my life. and all i can feel is His reassurance right now.


my lent commitments have been going... okay. i've eaten red meat [knowingly] and fried foods [unknowingly] a few times. some of my success in lent has only been fueled by the thought that God will take away what i want most (that's not Him) if i don't stick with these commitments. but that's not the way it's supposed to be. i should be seeking so much more of God to over-compensate for all that i've given up.

but i feel the winds of change come over me. really. He just struck me and suddenly it all makes sense.

God is soooo good.

-julia
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