WARNING: i'm going to be kind of a debbie downer.

so i've officially hit a wall of apathy in my spiritual journey and it's first time i've ever experienced this. it originated from spring break, since i took a complete break from God and His Word. i'm pretty astounded with my own selfishness at this point. since the solitude of spring break, i just can't really reach out to God. i feel like there's this invisible worldly barrier that is resulting in the disconnect between me and Him. honestly, i don't really know what to do and it's hard for me to lift up praises to His name when i just don't feel much.


HOWEVER, today was such an encouragement. XIAOJING, I FEEL SO BLESSED TO HAVE MET YOU AND TO SEE YOU GROW SPIRITUALLY :) it's all God, fsho.

i think seeing the amazing transformation that xiao is going through is nudging me towards the right path back to God. even if i'm moving at a snail's pace.
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